I know its been forever and I do apologize. I started my first semester at CSU Channel Islands in January and frankly have been so busy I barely have time to feed myself. (let alone check DA and YouTube messages.)
So a summary of whats been going on:
My animation teacher is a former Disney effects animator who worked on Tarzan, Pocahontas, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, and so many more:
Met Mike Cedeno, the animator of Belle, Simba, Tod, Hercules, Kocoum (Pocahontas), Aladdin, and many, many more!
An episode of Ray Donavan, starring Liev Schreiber, was shot on my campus. (I might be in one of the background shots )
Been drawing, animating, and taking so many photos. Hope to get them all up soon. Some of my animations are up on YouTube right now. I also edited something for my film class.
On spring break right now, but go back in two days. Be sleeping all week. Midterms are a killer.
I know most people probably don't read these, but for those who do this is what's been going on.
- Did you get your heart broken? No?
- Did you change at all this year? Meh.
- Did you dye your hair? No
- Did you get your hair cut? Yep
- Did you change your style? Not really
- Did you get good grades? Yes
- Did you drive? Yes
- Did you move at all? No
- Did you go on any vacations? Yes. Universal Studios Hollywood
YOUR LOVE LIFE:- Did you break up with anyone? Haha no
- Did you meet anyone special? No
- Did you fall in love? Nah
- Did you get your heartbroken? No?
- Are you going into 2017 with a boyfriend/girlfriend? Haha no
- Did you meet any new friends this year? Yes
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES:
- Did any of your friendships end? No
- Did you dislike anyone? Meh
- Did you make any new enemies? idk
- Did you resolve any fights? -_-
- Who was your closest friend? I talked to my friend Steph a lot this year. (Kendra you're second <3)
- Did you grow apart from anyone? Yes, but cuz of school.
- Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? Not spending more time with them.
- Have you had your birthday yet? Yes
- Pulled an all nighter? Omg yes. 2am-9:45 @ work
- Drank Starbucks? Yes
- Bought something(s)? Yes
- Met someone special who changed your life? Yes.
INTIMATE DETAILS:- What are you thinking about? 2016 sucked and 2017 could be even worse.
- Would you get married if you could right now? Haha no.
- How did you feel when you woke up today? Sick
- Are you good at hiding your feelings? On some stuff
- Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? Yes, but not this year.
- Do you like to have long hair or short hair? Long
- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? I do it all the time.
- Which of your 'friends' do you argue with the most? We rarely argue
- How many texts are in your inbox? meh
- Who was your last text message from? Kendra
- Who was the last person you rode in a car with? Mom
- Who took your profile picture? Me
- Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? Smile over a lie. (It depends)
- What’s on your bedroom floor right now? Tissues (I sick)
- Do you trust people too easily? Yes
- Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life? More or less
- Last thing you ate? Chocolate
- How many people are you texting? Ummm
- Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? Right after I post this.
- What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? Water
I'm 54% edgy
[ ] You hate the world. (meh)
[/] You hate society. (meh)
[ ] You think vampires are cool.
[ ] You write poetry.
[ ] You have colored your hair black on Halloween.
[ ] You wear black/blue eyeliner.
[ ] You write poetry that's not for school.
[ ] You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[ ] You think love is a waste of time.
[ ] You've given up on the world. (meh)
Total = .5
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic. (All the employees know my name. )
[x] You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ] You wear more bracelets than a Russian.
[ ] You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog.
[ ] You're extremely pale.
[ ] You are a member of a poetry site.
[ ] Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x] You are an atheist or agnostic.
[x] You don't believe in god. (I'm not totally closed off, but still.)
[ ] Your screen name has/had X's in it.
Total = 4.5
[ ] You have been referred to as scary.
[ ] You have been referred to as demented.
[x] You have been referred to as weird.
[ ] You have been known to hate teachers.
[ ] You have been known to cause trouble.
[ ] Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[ ] You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[ ] You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[x] You are scared of yourself sometimes.
Total = 6.5
[/] Suicide has crossed your mind.
[x] You have screamed before.
[ ] You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[ ] You've seen The Exorcist.
[ ] You liked The Exorcist.
[ ] You've seen Saw.
[ ] You liked Saw.
[ ] You've done voodoo.
[ ] You hate sports.
[ ] You dress up as the most morbid thing possible on Halloween.
Total = 8
[x] Halloween is one of your favourite holidays.
[/] You have an obsession with fire.
[x] You have only a couple of actual friends
[ ] You're not afraid of spiders. (They shall all die!)
[/] You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[x] You wear/worn black nail polish
[ ] One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[ ] You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x] You love art.
[x] You like art with negative meanings.
Total = 14
[ ] You like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is life.
[/] Your hair covers part of your face.
[x] You wear/wore band shirts
[ ] You know who Jeffree Star is.
[x] You wear/wore converse.
[ ] You wear/wore vans.
[ ] You have/had your lip pierced.
[ ] You listen to Saves The Day, Emanual, and Saliva.
Total = 17.5
[ ] You are in a band.
[ ] You like My Chemical Romance.
[/] You also like Green Day.
[ ] You know what mosh means.
[ ] You sit in corners often.
[x] You hate MTV.
[ ] You take pictures of yourself a lot.
[ ] Especially ones where you can't see your whole face.
Total = 19
[x] You are lost without a CD player/iPod/mp3.
[ ] You have/had thick rimmed glasses.
[x] You have no issues with bi/gay people.
[ ] You have/had a Mohawk.
[ ] You like Slipknot.
[/] You hate where you live.
[x] Black is a great color.
Total = 22.5
[x] Right now you are listening to music.
[ ] You know what hxc and sxc means.
[ ] Myspace = love.
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[ ] You wear/wore studded belts.
[x] You have cried while listening to Hawthorne Heights.
[ ] For Guys: I have worn girls jeans.
[x] You cry a lot.
[/] You write on yourself.
[ ] You have been called emo before.
Total = 27
FINAL TOTAL: 27
For your final points, multiply it by 2, and post this as: "I am _% edgy"
Anyway, school starts back for me on the 15th which is all art classes. (yea) Just wish I had to get up at 6:30 in the morning.
Tomorrow I get my braces put on my front bottom teeth. *cries* Thankfully it's only for 4-6 months. Just when I thought I was forever done with those God awful things...
( ) An iPod touch
( ) An ipad (A kindle for school)
(x) A laptop
( ) Your laptop is an Apple
(x) A Wii (Wii and Wii U, but my brother has my Wii.)
( )A DS
( )You had a Gameboy when you were little and/or still have one
( ) A Gamecube
( ) An Xbox
( ) A PSP or PS3 or whatever playstation device
( ) A TV in your room (When I was a kid.)
( )The TV is a Flatscreen
Total : 3
( ) You shop at Abercrombie & Fitch
( ) You shop at Hollister
(x) You have Juicy Couture items (A swim bag that was on sale.)
( )You have a Coach purse
( ) You refuse to wear anything from Asda
( )You have more than 3 pairs of Uggs
(x)You have gold jewelry (A class ring but it not pure gold)
( )You have diamond jewelry
( ) You get your nails done at a salon a lot
( ) You've gotten a facial at a salon
( ) You've been on a cruise
( )You've been out of the country on a vacation
Total : 0
( ) You go to a private school.
( ) You've got a private teacher
( ) Your parents give you the best medical care at the school
( ) They make sure you have only friends that support you
Total : 0
TOTAL TOTAL: 5
Now multiply that number by 3, and make the title "I am __% spoiled"
To anyone who owns a cat that lives outdoors:
PLEASE keep your cats inside! I was on my way to the mall when a cat darted out in front of me. There was no time to react and I hit and killed it. I stopped not far from it and ran back, praying that it was still alive. (It's tail was flicking and I thought I saw it breathing.) But it was dead. I just stood there on the side of the road sobbing. The mail man and a gardener saw the whole thing and said that there was nothing I could have done. It still didn't make me feel any less like an abomination. The gardener picked the cat up out the road and placed it in a garbage can. Which made me feel even worse. All I can hope is that it was a stray and not someone's pet. I couldn't even bear to drive down that road on my way home for fear of seeing the pool of blood in the middle of the road. So please, I beg you to keep your cats inside. I fear that this will haunt me for a very long time.
First attempt at Live Streaming! I will not be going into the park unfortunately, but I will be strolling City Walk and Hanging out and the entrance for a little while. (I apologize in advance if for whatever reason it doesn't work.)
I was at work anyway, but still! It would have been a huge honor to meet him!. (I just tweeted him right now to let him know that)
1. Had sex? No
2. Bought condoms? No
3. Gotten pregnant? No
4. Failed a class? Yes
5. Kissed a boy? No
6. Kissed a girl? Not on the lips.
7. Had a job? Yes
8. Left the house without your wallet? Yes
9. Bullied someone on the internet? Yes
10. Sexted? No, but I have been sexted. (The bitch is gonna die if he does it again tho.)
11. Had sex in public? No
12. Smoked weed? No
13. Smoked cigarettes? No
14. Smoked a cigar? No
15. Drank alcohol? Yes
16. Been to a wedding? Yes
17. Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Oh hell yeah.
18. Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yep
19. Been late for school? All the time.
20. Kissed in the rain? No
21. Showered with someone else? Yes
22. Been outside your home country? No
23. Been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? Yes
24. Had lice? No
25. Gotten my heart broken? Yes
26. Had a credit card? Yes
27. Been to a professional sports game? Yes
28. Broken a bone? Fractured my leg in pre-school
29. Been unhappy about your weight? Yes
30. Won a trophy? Yes
31. Cut myself? Scratched myself on purpose and by accident
32. Been on a diet? Kind of
33. Rode in a taxi? No
34. Stayed up for 24 hours or more? Yes
35. Been to a concert? Yes
36. Had a crush on someone of the same sex? No
37. Had braces? For a good 6 years.
38. Wore make up? Yes
39. Lost my virginity before I was 16? No
40. Kissed someone a different race than myself? No
41. Snuck out of the house? No
42. Had oral sex? No
43. Dyed my hair? No
44. Met someone famous? Yes
45. Been on vacation? Yes
46. Been on a boat? Yes
47. Been on an airplane? Yes
48. Prank called someone? No
49. Taken a pregnancy test? No
50. Been suspended from school? Yes
1. How I'm feeling:
This week has been pretty tough on me. I got denied from CSU Northridge and Fullerton on top of the normal crap I have in my life. Just about every word in this song is true for me. Not sure if it's been 11 years dealing with all this crap (family issues, etc.) but it feels like its been that long.
2. Describes me:
Again just about every word is true. A lot of people think I'm some goody-two-shoes but I have bad side to me. Only my closest friends know about it though.
3. Stuck in my head:
I freaking love Panic! At the Disco!
4.Make me feel happy:
Don't know what it is about this song. but it always makes me smile. (Characters represent me and my bff's. Lady- Me, Dixie- Steph, Kiara- Kendra, Angel- Michelle.)
5. Makes me feel sad:
I think this song really gets to me because it also kind of describes me. I've really had to detach my feelings from my Dad for the last two or so years. (Him being sock and all.) It's the only way I can get by. But when I do feel something, I lose it.
6. Makes me feel calm:
I just imagine myself on a moonlight beach listening to the waves whenever I hear this song. The beach really is my happy place. California girl problems. lol
7. Makes me wanna fight:
This song also describes my life right now. Every word is true. (Yes I through a little live action in this thumbnail because I sometimes due live action edits.)
(Lady is my persona btw)
Still waiting on CSU Fullerton answer. I don't even know what I'm going to do if I don't get in to Fullerton. AND I AM NOT GOING TO GO TO FRESNO STATE EVEN IF I HAVE A GUN TO MY HEAD! I refuse to be stuck in this damn valley at a second rate university. And going to an art school is also out of the question. Too expensive and I'm not willing to risk unemployment because I didn't go to a university.
2. Date girls or boys? Boys
3. Done any drugs? No
4. How old are you? 20
5. Adidas or Nike? Adidas
6. Why did you and your ex break up? Never been in a relationship
7. What’s the most traumatic thing that’s happened to you?
8. Do you have any siblings? 1 older brother
9. How tall are you? 5'8"
10. Do you smoke? No
11. Ever been to a festival? Yes
12. What’s your favorite food? Chipotle (lol I work there)
13. Favorite pair of shoes? flip flops in summer, tennis shoes at every other time.
14. Would you ever be in a long distance relationship? Maybe
15. Would you ever have a threesome? Fuck no
16. Have you had a threesome? No
17. If someone paid you to delete your tumblr how much would you insist it be? Best offer.
18. What was your last lie? Hell if I know
19. Best compliment you have ever received? "You're really pretty."/ "Your legs are really nice."
20. What is your greatest strength or weakness? Strength: I'm stubborn/Weakness: I get stressed easily
21. What is your perfect pizza? Pepperoni with a fluffy crust.
22. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning? "Let me sleep"
23. Do you get along with your family? Not really. My Mom and I get along fine. My bro never talks to me. My Dad and I fight a lot.
24. Ugly and live forever or attractive and die in a year? Idk
25. What cheers you up? Fandoms, movies, music, friends
26. Weed or Alcohol? Alcohol
27. What turns you on? Good looks?
28. How many relationships have you been in? 0
29. How many people have you slept with? 0
30. How many followers do you have? um
31. Who is your favorite rapper? Don't have one
32. Who’s your favorite artist? Too many to list
33. If you had to fuck a celebrity who would you fuck? Jai Courtney
34. If someone paid you 1 million would you fuck Lindsey Lohan’s dad? O_O
35. Kendall Jenner or Kylie Jenner? What?
36. What’s the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to you? Idk
37. What’s the funniest thing that’s ever happened to you? Oh boy..
38. Do you have a job? Chipotle.
39. On a scale of 1 to 10 how much does tumblr rule your life? 1
40. If you could sell your soul what would you want in return? To live all of my fantasy's (Get you minds out of the gutter!)
41. Ever sent nudes? No
42. Would you ever shave your head? No
43. Would you rather sniff coke or MDMA? I don't know what MDMA is.
44. Instagram or Facebook? Facebook
45. Last person that text you? My best friend
46. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done? Can't say
47. Ever cheated on a partner? nope
48. Ever self harmed? Sort of?
49. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be? Painlessly
50. Do you have a crush? Yep
Stolen from BrokenWinterSoldier
Well after spewing that load of nonsense, I can tell you whats up. Just finished 3 art projects for 3D design, that were all due today, but now I have to stress over college transfer shit+work+2 field trips+graduation+regular shit=anxiety.